True Friends

Let me start by saying simply this....

I AM DONE!!!!

Done being the only one who knows how to make a phone call or leave a message on myspace or facebook. Done being the only one in the relationship who seems to care. Done fighting to save something that the other side doesnt seem to find worth the fight.

So for those of you so-called friends who cant return a phone call or reply to a message or email. To those of you who expect me to drive 60 miles or more to come visit you on a regular basis but complain when on a special occasion I invite you to come see me. To those who act as if I dont exsist unless it is convenient to you. And to those who cannot accept me for who I am.

I AM DONE!!!!

I am done with fake people, fake promises, fake concern, and false hopes. I dont need any of those things in my life.

Now, having said that, I also want to thank those of you who have proven to be TRUE FRIENDS. Those of you who bother to ask how I am doing, those who return my messages, those who have words of encouragement, those few special people who remember I exsist, treat me like an equal, and honestly care.

THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH!!!!

Many thanks to:

MICHELLE

JORDAN

HANNAH JOY

ALLI

CORD

About Me Auf Deutsch

*The New and Improved Ultimate About Me*

Basics:Name:Christina Nicole
Date of Birth:8.Mai
Birthplace:Corona, CA
Current Location:Meine mutter's hause
Eye Color:grun
Hair Color:rot oder 'erdbeerin blonde'
Height:152.5 cm
Heritage:Deutsch und Irisch
Piercings:mein ohre und nase
Tattoos:Ich habe zwei.
Favourite:Band/Singer:Ich habe viele.
Song:'Held" bei Superchick
Movie:"Zentrum Bühne"
Disney Movie:"Die Kleine Meerjungfrau"
TV show:NCIS
Color:Rosa
Food:mexikanisches Essen
Pizza topping:kase
Ice-Cream Flavor:erdbeerin
Drink (alcoholic):Ich wiess nicht.
Soda:Coca cola
Store:KDV
Clothing Brand:nichts
Shoe Brand:nichts
Season:fruhling
Month:Mai
Holiday/Festival:4. Juli
Flower:Lotusblume
Make-Up Item:Wimperntusche
Board game:Ich wiess nicht
This or ThatSunny or rainy:Warmer Regnet
Chocolate or vanilla:Schokolade
Fruit or veggie:Obst
Night or day:Nacht
Sour or sweet:Süße
Love or money:Liebe
Phone or in person:persönlich
Looks or personality:Persönlichkeit
Coffee or tea:Tea
Hot or cold:In der mitte
Your:Goal for this year:Geld zu sparen
Most missed memory:Deustchland Reise
Best physical feature:Augen
First thought waking up:Ich will mehr Schlaf!
Hypothetical personality disorder:Bi-Polar
Preferred type of plastic surgery:Nichts
Sesame street alter ego:Kekse Ungeheuer
Fairytale alter ego:Die Kleine Meerjungfrau, von Hans Christian Anderson... nicht Walt Disney
Most stupid remark:Du bist ein Mexikaner?!
Worst crime:Ich habe kein.
Greatest ambition:Ich will eine Mutter werden.
Greatest fear:Mein Vater.
Darkest secret:Ich werde Ihnen nicht erzählen.
Favorite subject:Deutsch.
Strangest received gift:Ein Bierstein.
Worst habit:Ich habe veile.
Do You:Smoke:Nein.
Drink:Ja.
Curse:Ja.
Shower daily:Ja.
Like thunderstorms:Ja.
Dance in the rain:Ja!
Sing:Naturlich!
Play an instrument:Ja.
Get along with your parents:Ich nur habe mein mutter.
Wish on stars:Nein.
Believe in fate:Ich weiss nicht.
Believe in love at first sight:Nein.
Can You:Drive:Ja.
Sew:Ja.
Cook:Ja.
Speak another language:Ja.
Dance:Ja.
Sing:Ja.
Touch your nose with your tongue:Nein.
Whistle:Ja.
Curl your tongue:Ja.
Have You Ever:Been Drunk:Ja.
Been Stoned/High:Nein.
Eaten Sushi:Nein.
Been in Love:
Skipped school:Ja.
Made prank calls:Ja.
Sent someone a love letter:Nein.
Stolen something:Nein.
Cried yourself to sleep:Ja.
Other Questions:What annoys you most in a person?Fälschung zu sein
Are you right or left handed?Rechts
What is your bedtime?Ich habe kein
Name three things you can't live without:Freunden, Familie, Gott
What is the color of your room?Wiess
Do you have any siblings?Ja.
Do you have any pets?Ja.
Would you kill someone you hate for a million dollars?Nein.
What is you middle name?Nicole.
What are you nicknames?Ich habe zu veile.
Are you for or against gay marriage?Ich weiss nicht.
What are your thoughts on abortion?Es ist Mord!!!
Do you have a crush on anyone?Vielleicht.....
Are you afraid of the dark?Nein.
How do you want to die?Ich weiss nicht.
What is the largest amount of popsicles that you have eaten on one day?Vielleicht zwanzig.
Would you take a bullet for the one you love?Ja.
What is the last law you’ve broken?Geschwindigkeitsbegrenzung
In a Member of the Opposite Sex:Hair color:Braun
Eye color:Braun
Heighthöher als ich
WeightIch weiss nicht.
Most important physical feature:augen
Biggest turn-offEGO!

I Dont Care Who You Are; If You Bring Me A Can Of Chicken Noodle Soup I Will Love You Forever!!!

Still monsterously sick. My head feels like its going to explode from the sinus pressure, my lungs are just about dead from coughing, my chest feels like its been crush, and my ear feels like someone is twisting a sharp object in it.

Atleast I dont have to work today. This is my one day off until possibly Monday but I also may end up working every day next week, which is great since I need hours, but its not going to give me any time to get better.

All I want is a bowl of chicken noodle soup, but I have no money. Gah. My little bro had to buy groceries this month cuz hes the only one in the family who isnt totally broke.

Oh, and for those I talk to on the phone, I cant make that bill this month so I dont know how much longer Ill be able to use my phone. Im honestly suprised its not already shut off. Its going to suck not having it to drive back and forth to work if something should happen to the car or whatever.

I Hate My Crappy Immune System!

Once again... Im sick. Some crappy thing I got from my grandmother whose been sick for weeks. Sore throat, cough, little to no lung capacity, mucusy... great times... and all that on top of an already-exsistant ear infection. So Im back to eating Ramen, which I basically swore I would never eat again after college. Blah. Makes me wish I could stay and sleep all day like my cat does, but Im off to work.

"Beep"

one last note...
everyone should watch this video cuz its entertaining...
introducing saint ansgar high school's star wrestler...
a future niacc trojans football player...
the kid who was a super adorable freshman when i was a senior...
my neighbor, david lee smith...
performing the pussy cat dolls' "beep"